''is it normal to be jealous of my exs girlfriend?"

here's a little hx. he and i were bf/gf in jr. high overseas. our parents were military. ff to last may...he found me on fb and we started talking again. he's in his homestate, i'm in mine. he had just ended a 3 year stint with his ex and a month and 17 years we met again. he came with me to visit family last summer, and his ex was pissed she sent messages to my family talking shit about him and me. he moved to my state almost a year ago, and in that time she has sent him a few messages. some, i miss you, some i let you go and be happy, etc...just recently she sent a few messages "just to tell him what adventures she's been on, that they'd talked about" and then about a week ago, a song. ugh. i feel like a damn stalker bc i can't get it out of my head. the song comes on the radio, and under different circumstances i would really like it...and my son does. it makes me cry. i hate this feeling. OH, and icing on the cake...her sister has dated his brother for 7 years and are now engaged. i hate this feeling bc i have a feeling i will never be close to his family like she is/was and i'm sick about it. he has NO feelings for her other than the past, and its a chapter closed, but for me she is still very present. i can't shake this feeling and he doesn't know what to do about how i feel either. there are things i know are important to him, like movies, music and i want to make memories of us with things he holds dear, but i can't because i know they did things to those same songs, etc...i feel so childish but feelings are real. fml.

FUCK HER COUCH, NIGGA!

its normal to feel this way. im jealous of my boyfriends ex because she is beautiful and sometimes i cant help to think that he'd rather be with her. but i wouldnt let it get the best of you because it will only hurt your self esteem and confidence.

lol i just might get all that rage out that ive been holding on to for quite some time if i do

Time to choke a bitch. Get her!!