19f never been in a relationship and...

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First off I know it's normal. I'm fine with it but... I'm a loner. I'm decently attractive. However Ii haven't had much social interaction with people. I've never had a boyfriend and until a few months ago had never even cuddled someone. We had hung out two times prior. I was super awkward but I loved it.

I'm considering being a mutual oral buddy with the guy I cuddled but the whole idea of being sexual (although I do have a sexual side) is so weird. He is a virgin as well and has only given oral. A great guy and I'm very sexually attracted to him but we don't click long-term relationship-wise.

Sorry if I'm all over the place. But basically I guess I haven't had a lot of social interaction (I'm super awkward around some people. Can barely talk) and also haven't had to grow up too quickly. Part of me wants to have fun and explore this side of myself but I guess it's a vulnerability thing. I can barely even see myself in a long term relationship. I'm just so used to being independent but part of me wants that some day.

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago | pl

    If you are 18 or older, I can't see why you wouldn't want to explore your sexuality while you are young and healthy. IMO, it makes no sense to cling to your virginity; your life could end tomorrow. Sex is not a talent one is born with; you must practice and have multiple partners to become a really good lover.
    Most gals AND guys feel some trepidation when opening the doors to their sexuality. After all, it is a genie that cannot be put back in the bottle. Once you have had a good sexual experience, I believe it is an experience we all would like to continue to enjoy.
    Sex can be loads of fun as a casual physical encounter, but it is better with someone you love. I've just found that love grows stronger with a physical relationship than without. In other words, it isn't wrong to fall in love with someone you are having sex with; you don't need to be in love first.

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  • TheFlash1008
    8 years ago | pl

    Suck his dick and get a nice load

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