am i having anxiety attacks? is this depression? help?
hi, so... I get nervous easily and it bothers me (duh) and lately its been getting worse... For example something small, like someone ignoring a text, can set me off to get really bad butterflies in my stomach and it feels like i have a clump in my throat. This can last for hours, days, a week... Kind of depends but its never fun. I always feel sort of deeply embarassed of myself, too . It may sound weird but i often find myself thinking about wanting to have Some kind of dark and heavy blanket that i could throw on too of me and let it press me to the ground. Sometimes i think about ripping my Face off, or pulling an arm off. Dont worry im not gonna hurt myself i could never do that im too scared. I used to be able to relieve this feeling by crying, but i cant really do that Anymore...
Anyway, thanks beforehand to anybody who even just reads this.