The feelings went both ways... I resisted her well at first, but it got harder as time went on. Eventually I gazed, smiled, confided, 'brushed against' her, in return. The thing that convinces me I wasn't imagining it all? She wasn't at any point like 'wtf'. There came a moment I'm ashamed of, I stopped just being passive and ignoring/returning her 'advances' and actually gazed deeply at her and smiled. She held the gaze like it was totes normal. An intense moment. I did it cos I'd thought 'why are we just going on glancing at each other and smiling and looking bashfully away repeatedly, as if we both didn't know each other knew what was happening?' It was straight after that that she 'groped' me, if you could call it that. It was only my arm (thank god). But it was the feverish, impassioned way she did it.
The incident broke my heart harder than it has been broken in many, many years. I didn't break it off cos I didn't like it. It was cos I knew it was wrong and I didn't want us to fuck our lives up.
... that my female manager flirted with me then denied it? (I'm a girl)
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The feelings went both ways... I resisted her well at first, but it got harder as time went on. Eventually I gazed, smiled, confided, 'brushed against' her, in return. The thing that convinces me I wasn't imagining it all? She wasn't at any point like 'wtf'. There came a moment I'm ashamed of, I stopped just being passive and ignoring/returning her 'advances' and actually gazed deeply at her and smiled. She held the gaze like it was totes normal. An intense moment. I did it cos I'd thought 'why are we just going on glancing at each other and smiling and looking bashfully away repeatedly, as if we both didn't know each other knew what was happening?' It was straight after that that she 'groped' me, if you could call it that. It was only my arm (thank god). But it was the feverish, impassioned way she did it.
The incident broke my heart harder than it has been broken in many, many years. I didn't break it off cos I didn't like it. It was cos I knew it was wrong and I didn't want us to fuck our lives up.