Youre right saying that its about a time to make upgrades, therefore this post. Its an expresiion of doubt in whether there is worth in life or not. Since I found there isnt any worth, I though to project this onto others and see how other heads would get on with this situation. Others shouldnt be important for your own hapiness but life has showed me different prospective and revealing solitude never seemed to be more hurtful. And to have a job matters for wellbeing too. Unemployment only adds oil to fire I guess. In regards to the book, someone might write it one day, good luck to that person, it surely wont be me. I will try HARD to get out of this cocoon but until I reach state where I could say 'I'm bit more happier than before' I wont get the thoughts of suicide out of my head. Ive crossed the tresshold of thinking where its only for cowardice but if all hopes faint,...I got to understand why people kill themselves. Before it was unimaginable.
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Youre right saying that its about a time to make upgrades, therefore this post. Its an expresiion of doubt in whether there is worth in life or not. Since I found there isnt any worth, I though to project this onto others and see how other heads would get on with this situation. Others shouldnt be important for your own hapiness but life has showed me different prospective and revealing solitude never seemed to be more hurtful. And to have a job matters for wellbeing too. Unemployment only adds oil to fire I guess. In regards to the book, someone might write it one day, good luck to that person, it surely wont be me. I will try HARD to get out of this cocoon but until I reach state where I could say 'I'm bit more happier than before' I wont get the thoughts of suicide out of my head. Ive crossed the tresshold of thinking where its only for cowardice but if all hopes faint,...I got to understand why people kill themselves. Before it was unimaginable.