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My friend Cris was sent to the hospital and died right infront of me a couple weeks back. when when he was sitting in the hospital bed talking to me I started to have "feelings" for him and.... well i didnt think it was right since .... ya know i really didnt like him in the first place, have a girlfriend and im not gay or bisexual. i never have had any signs of likeing or loveing another guy in my life .... well what im trying to say is : is it normal to really dislike someone but then when they are about to die .... accully grow feelings for them even if they are the same gender as you?