guess it's not normal looking at guys in general, but it's awesome you think like that. most girls would love their bf to be like you

im in a long distance relationship and i dont have the balls to do what you're doing so i admire your bravery. just do it, if it doesnt work out..oh well at least you know you did something for you...

agreed

i guess that was just a bad trip. i had one where i couldnt stop listening to super sad piano music and just kept tearing (not loud wailing, just tears flowing endlessly) and my friends looked oddl...