And basically we are no longer friends. I feel like shit you know, because I miss him so much. But I hope he is feeling even worst, because I'm being deployed to Iraq in november (his birthdate mon...

ok this is gonna be funny, recently my dear BF converted to christianity, a thing that kind of surprises me, not because of the fact that we would become a christian in the hole extension of the w...

Ooh, hell no!... that would be something terrifying! I could not do it! and I bet you, he would understand despite a lot of things, but things will definitively change. you know, I have tried to ru...

yes I have, and I'd better focus on that again. Actually, I has a girlfriend like three or four months ago, but we broke up, 'cause I felt there was not passion and stuff, you know!

Ok, but to be gay, is not an option for me: because first of all, serving in the military, then because of my male chauvinist dad, and after that, I'm a role model to my brothers and sisters and ot...

thank you for trying to help me, it really means a lot to me.