Hey, you're right :)

Just to be clear, I'm not trying to self advertise here. This is an honest question that I do actually think about all the time.

https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5325804/ this is my work, for all of you that asked about it.

I guess it is normal, since you desire a certain physique so it's natural to look at people who have the physique you want.

I have an imaginary world too, although its toned down over the years, I still like to use it from time to time. Its completely normal, and I'm guessing you're listening to music?