maybe it is causing internal bleeding instead if you have week organs or you are anemic, definately stop drinking no matter the craving and see a doctor.

maybe you have a problem with depth perception and need glasses, you should get your eyes checked if you havn't already

I know where you're coming from. There is this show i watch (only once a week) and when I don't see it even if it's recorded, I get really depressed. Oh and I used to watch the daily show every day...