I don't know if I can...in 25 years he was first boyfriend....

So what did you do?

Yeah...he said the reason he didn't contact me was because he wanted me to feel how he felt that last couple of months...

I know it's not a personals ad...I just wanted to express my opinion

True...but I can't help who does OR doesn't fall for me....

no thanks...

i mean i hope to find a great guy that i wont hesitate with but idk if that will ever happen....

Man...I hope so. Everyone always says that...idk if I still believe that...

yeah...I figured hahaha

I don't know if I can say that...that seems a bit much....

So if I see him again..which I HIGHLY doubt what should I do?

Thanks for comment on my story! But how do I begin to tell him. I feel it's been so long. I mean I even deleted his number because I was sooo hurt by him.

I talked to my counselor and she said that I should tell how I felt to get closure but I don't think I could ever do that. The way I see I see it I've already been hurt and embarrassed enough.