That didn't help. ^

But penis doesn't fit! No matter how wet I am it is very painful.

Thank you! ^

True, but he won't, we've stopped with the fooling around. I'll be 18 in December. I don't know if we're allowed to be public when he's my boss. Would I have to leave my job?

This is the first I've written about it and this man does have a girlfriend, not a wife. The age difference isn't the worst of it all, it's the fact he's my boss.

Make him want you. Turn him to liking girls. ;)

I would just tell how you feel. Don't just say hey I'm in love with you. But slowly work your way into it.