I've had sex with my first cousin multiple times and I don't regret any of it.

Top and bottom belly piercing, I had a monroe but I took it out and multiple ear piercings.

It is very normal, you have feelings for him. Even if you've never met him you miss the idea of him not being there.

I don't recall asking for rude comments.

I would add them, its not weird at all. Like other people said what have you got to lose?

I feel the same way, I don't ever know what to do with guys. I get all scared and quiet.