im glad for you, and i hope you keep feeling good about yourself!!

i don't know why so many people have been saying it's not normal? as long as you're old enough to consent, and don't pressure anyone into doing something or do stuff with minors then i don't see a ...

if both parties were into it i'd say it's fine, but im gonna go with a not normal since you're not into it, and he pressures you into doing it