its totally normal. i promise. i do it all the time. it feels good because to orgasm girls need friction on the clitoris. Humping a pillow gives you that stimulation. Just be sure to use a clean pi...

that happens to me too. when i look at porn especially but sometimes with sex with my girl too. after i cum, i feel disgusted and just want to stop. try to keep things mild the first time and get w...