Thank you anonymous Canada for taking the time to reply to my post. In answer to your smoking question..YES..I'm a smoker and a Nurse! But must say it is still a surprise..for somehow the nature of...

thank you once again Fafnir..your sensitivity means a lot..it really does....:)

thank you care-free..and best of the future for you struggling with your own disease/illness..you sound happy..which is a great thing..stay that way and do not change..people such as myself..need p...

thank you Fafnir..thank you for time taken to respond to me..and for your sincere advice..it's all so new to me, just finding out this past week..ironicaly time is what i need to digest this and th...

Thank You for your sensitive & caring reply..Bleach2476(606606)..Family is another part of this devastating blow..I have no Family to speak of really..my husband..god love him..but only child of mi...

could someone..somehow..help me with some answers?..I was raised a catholic, assumed I had all their 'beliefs' within me...but obvious not for I would not be left with this horrid feeling of when I...