You said you guys are still best friends..my best friend knows every thing about me ..does he know you still have feelings for him? You should not keep your boyfriend you are with now in a relation...

Gora thanx and you are right but I can't help but think maybe I just am not turning him on like he wants to be..kinda hurts..

I too think about dying and it scares me really bad and I. Am 44 I hate every birthday and the thought of leaving my life is a terrifying thought..I have doubts about heaven too ..my brother who wa...

My husband looks at porno and freeking slut mags and all of them are blacks or asian..how am I supposed to compete being blonde blue eyed?? It really hurts..