ive tried for a long time to figure out what is wrong with me, but now i have just googled what i fear the most an this page appeared, its something that im so f__kin scared of i cant even write it...

i have this fear ! an i cant even talk about it to people without freaking out ! ive had it my whole life an its a serious mindf__k !! i didnt know that other people experienced this - so what can ...