This is exactly how I feel most of the time; just completely emotionally numb and devoid of feelings. You're not alone. I also had a pretty f*cked up childhood.

I am aware that doing this would improve things, however most people don't realize that controlling mental health issues can sometimes be as difficult as controlling physical ailments. Anyway, it p...

Yea, that's what I figured, but I have a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder and I tend to blame the whole thing on myself and feel incredibly guilty about it. It's been an issue in the back of m...