he didn't. they're 2 different guys, if that's what you mean. and for the first guy i mentioned, i felt guilty cause i couldn't return his feelings and i apologized to him so many times.

well i'm sorry for not being able to control my feelings. did you read that i also wrote 'after i avoided him for days, i felt okay. i started to liked him again.'? i didn't just 'lose interest onc...

yeah maybe you're right, cause guys i like usually don't like me back. well, most of the time