No I don't write down what I think, those were just some activities I do that came to mind while typing this up. But to answer you're question, when writing I will think about what I'm writing, wel...

Trust me I've tried meditation, self hypnotism and anything else I could think of. When I sit in an empty house with no noise and I try to clear my mind... Then I start thinking about 'How does on...

You're not a bad person. Wether or not you beleive in 'love' doesn't make you good or bad. I've had my fair share of relationships and after having all of them fail I've come to the desicion that I...