I wish it wasn't true and I really don't feel like it is the ultimate freedom. I do believe it makes my life less complicated but other than that it makes me feel so different from everyone else my...

Yes I have gone through puberty and that is what freaks me out because I def should be feeling some kind of feelings by now and have some interest in boys but even when i try to force myself to thi...

You have PTSD. It may go away over time or you may need a therapist to help you work through your fears. I have ptsd. Try to just calm your irrational thoughts when you notice they occur and ask yo...