Also, sometimes at night I feel kinda afraid to sleep. Also, when I do get to sleep, I feel dizzy, almost as if I'm hallucinating, and then I worry I have schizophrenia.. it's fucking annoying.

Said it's related to my anxiety.

Yeah I have, but I don't feel suicidal or empty. I only seem to be worried about people forgetting me if I really like them or feel as if they are of a higher status than me.

But does that mean everytime the doctor raises the dose the medication is going to lose its effect? Does that mean if they put me on 20mg, I'm just going to get used to that and feel worse too?

I don't have to pay for my doctor, I live in the UK - we have the NHS.

Nope