I agree with what you saying.. but how do you just break the walls that you've spent so much time building? Cause I feel like I have spent my entire life teaching myself not to fall and not to get ...

Are you male or female? And who is this person you're planning to do this stuff with?

I totally agree with everything you said!

but then how do I figure this out to know for sure?

I think he feels something too but it's hard to let it out.