no matter how much you convince yourself the opposite. deep down you know very well that being homosexual, to start with, isn't normal

Your few words hide so much pain underneath, it's definitely not normal to fantasize about your dad, but this tendency didn't come out of nowhere for sure, your father holds a huge responsibility t...

No it's not normal, it's a masochistic tendency you have right there, the enjoyment of pain. it's good that you're becoming aware of it now, and you'll be surprised to know that it's a strong addic...