I know what you mean when you refer to the mysterious ill feeling. I get the same feeling whenever I am invited out anywhere. It%%u2019s hard to put into words so no-body else seems to understand%...

I feel the same, but that is because I don't know how you really define what a 'friend' is. Sure, I know lots of people from when I used to go to school. I'd say hi to them if I saw them again but...