Thank you, I will read it all through and your points are really straight, but I find that its more easier said then done especially if youve stuck in this state for ages.

Youre right saying that its about a time to make upgrades, therefore this post. Its an expresiion of doubt in whether there is worth in life or not. Since I found there isnt any worth, I though to ...

I use to read quite a lot before but since I got demotivated, I stopped. Well, I try to but its not like before. And am not much of a writer I think

Sorry, did you mean talking my sociation? Why not, would it scare peaople off? I dont get it.

Thanks but I'd not write but rather get on with someone, I feel that I cant be confident on my own, I feel I need to 'depend' on friend or girlffriend to feel allright to keep me going, to get me b...

I actually craved for friendship most of my life. Somwhow, always when I gave a trust into peoples hand I ended up being hurt. Again never been lucky with girls/women before.Why do I need it now? B...