Thank you all for your input. You made me realize that finding pleasure in my fantasy isn't The problem, the problem lies much deeper. I guess my childhood was not that great, and looking back at a...

I am a 50-year-old male and have been married for 28 years.

no, my parents did not know. I was pretty young at that time and it could've been an older sister or something. I am 50 years old now and have never really thought about all this until about five y...

thank you, this does make sense to me. When I fantasize about things I have done I find great pleasure in it, but afterwards I find it quite disturbing. The abuse goes farther than what I wrote.It ...

I read the article and it did make some sense, But after all these years is it normal For me to fantasize about doing the things that we did?