It sounds like you are a very sensitive person- which is a beautiful thing. I would encourage you to read about Buddhism. The premise is that life is always changing & that nothing is constant - & ...

B/c I'm not ready to be pregnant yet! Glad your story had a happy ending.

Being gay is not abnormal. And most gay people don't think of themselves as being abnormal, nor do they want to be straight. Just a little clarification for you.

I would definitely go speak with a doctor. Good luck!