I feel like you've hit the nail on the head the hardest in this post. The second paragraph sums up my feelings fairly well (not exactly to a T, but close) And that's interesting you should mention...

Ah, I'm sorry to anyone who may have felt I was getting annoyed with them, i promise I am not as that isn't my intention! Just a little frustrated because I feel like people aren't reading what I'm...

I am grateful, as I've said before I know it would have had devastating effects on myself and others, but I can't help my own mind

Ah, I think I misworded that response. I don't think it has anything to do with "benefits" as in getting others to feel bad/sympathize with me, so much as it has to do with a desire to feel helples...

No buddy this has nothing to do with pedophilla. I am not in any way attracted to children, or want to abuse children. It plays into my own desire to be abused myself. Someone above mentioned this...

What you're experiencing is body dysmorphia, where you feel like the parts you have don't match the way you FEEL. It is normal for transgendered individuals and nothing to be worried about. Sorry s...

Is it average? No. Is it something to be worried about? Also no! You're an adult and as long as you're being safe, don't worry about it! You do you (:

As I've said to others on this post. I realize it would be awful if it ACTUALLY happened. I'm just asking if I'm alone in thinking this way. However I am so terribly sorry this happened to you. You...

I can promise you it has nothing to do with any potential "benefits" you seem to think comes with sexual abuse. Interesting perspective though

Seriously? You came here to comment on MY question with THAT? What the fuck is wrong with YOU?

I'm so sorry you had to experience that. Like I said; I acknowledge it would have been terrible to have ACTUALLY have happened to me, but the idea still persists in my mind

Yes of course I have never EVER thought about causing harm to another child, just...always myself, for some reason. Thank you for the input though, it's appreciated (:

To those saying it would have negatively effected me, I understand that completely. I guess I'm not asking if it would've been cool HAD it happened, just whether or not I'm alone in this fever fant...

Not "average" but nothing to worry about! Some people collect stamps, some people collect dragon dongs, you do you my friend!!

I think maybe I worded this a little poorly. The panicking never occurs when I'm actually drunk, it just happens in the middle of the night or the next morning when I'm hungover, I'll just wake up ...

Is it normal? Of course. Is it healthy...well that's questionable. If someone is treating you poorly it's only natural that you'd feel strongly against them, even go as far as hating them. Especia...

This is a hard situation. We're you still the primary driver 3 months ago when the tires were put on? If you were, and still plan on writing the car in your name, I would just pay them back in inc...