This is completely normal,i want the same thing to happen to me too! If u want rape or something and are afraid to tellt hen dont be because my close friends finger me we have "sex" all the time.th...

If you two are close enough like sister close,i bet you she would say yes.i did this with one of my close friends and she said fuck ya! So good luck and play it cool

Its normal, i dont blame you either.i would do that anytime!lol Anyway you are not a bad person.