I thought I was the only one that did this.

I do this very often when I am alone.

I feel the same way. I've gotten over this somewhat by not caring about what other people think about me, unless I value their opinion.

I've read The Stranger as well and things did seem futile for a while, but now I'm back to investing my time into things I think matter to me. If there is really no point to life, then why not hav...

I can relate to your situation. I usually don't feel happy all of the time and I wonder how other people do it. I don't show much emotion at home either. I just go home to be bored or do homework a...