I thought that when you're depressed you are never happy, I can laugh at stuff but it doesn't last. Also, I go through fazes of loving things and then suddenly hate it and need to change, this can ...

I know you didn't don't worry, I was just saying I know it's superficial to just go by looks.

No don't worry I just didn't want people thinking that I didn't know that it is bad. I was just wondering why I want to ruin my wrist so much. It's so hard not to.

I know that, I am not superficial. I would date someone for their personality. But I just can't stop the thought coming into my head XD

I am a girl and I am not a lesbian so it would be guys, but anyway it's when I feel depressed. I wouldn't mastrubate when I'm depressed, thanks anyway XD

Thank you x

Yeah I think that this is it but at night I really really want to. Then I wake up and I'm like oh fuck why.