I think you might be a little frustrated, and that you should wait a little longer instead of just tackling the whole situation just because the opportunity lives next door. It is normal though. Bu...

You must have had some kind of trauma to think that you can write such a thing. Fuck the 30 years. That is called rape no matter what. No consent = rape. The marriage is going down hill and now he ...

That's not normal. And people weren't born to fuck their siblings. If we were, our genes wouldn't react so fucked up when having a child with a direct family member.

Of course it's not normal, that's like the definition of "black sheep". But yeah, someone has to be.