I didn't say anything about childhood depression at all, don't assume.......And how dare you, you don't know me so don't judge. I didn't say anything about people liking me. I had a great childhood...

It is a form of self harm I have found out.

Thank you javachips, doctor diagnosed it, arranging for CBT.

Right, I mean outside the body and I'm not a young woman, I am in my forties.

No I wasn't abused at all, I had a good childhood.