I know. But you didn't understand what I was saying. I don't want to be a feminine man, it feels wrong to me. It's not my opinion, it's my gut.

Lol, that wasn't bad, I'll think about it

Yes, all I want is to be a woman, no middle ground. I'm 20, so surgery is probable necessary... But yeah, I should think about it some more, thank you

But I can change my appearance.

Thank you a lot! I don't really know if I'll be able to be happy with either of those choices. But first of all I'd like to understand if it's even normal. Well, of course it isn't normal, but is i...

That's what's making it so hard. I contemplate the choice, though I don't even know if it's possible to make it work even if I decide to. Shit, it's hard man.