You mean E-date?

Ask about her all the time Give her all my attention Listen to all of her problems and shits Share everything

Just to get other people opinions, maybe I’m missing something and I could know in this question. An advice from random person may change many things.

She just not used to be treated like I'm doing, and it's hard for her to do what I'm doing. I don't want to be in this situation anymore.

No, I think she loves the way I love her. She is not controlling me at all, I choose to do that.

Exactly! I don’t have time to start searching for other girls! Also I’m not a flirty boy. I’m stuck with her and it’s 6 months since we are together and I want to fix things before we get attached ...

Little notes: I know what I’m doing is toxic in other people perspective, but I don’t feel it’s toxic. I don’t have friends, I choosed to not have because I don’t feel comfortable with that. I grow...

The dying part means I’m ready to do anything for her.

She is not slaving me or anything, I just choosed to that because that’s the type of relationship treatment I want to give and get.