All guys watch porn. Whether theyll admit it or not isnt really an issue. Its just a guy thing. And i wouldnt worry about it so much. Maybe hes just one of thkse guys that isnt a sex addict.

Im used to people not understanding. But yea id rather have her as a friend than not at all. But i write i songs and i have to say even though i cant have her, she and my feelings for her have been...

I dont plan on it ruining our friendship but i cant just let go or move on. I feel that strongly about her.