No way is that normal thinking of that makes me feel slightly sick! but everyones diffrent if thats what your friend is intrested in then fair anough.

I think about my death to i always hope that my life hurrys up so i get old which is close to my end of days

Yes everyone has there reasons not all familys are great from experience! i dont trust mine at all there horrible people who you can trust and make you feel comftable are 100 times better