i am without an address and without work or money - relying on friends and family at the moment so my thoughts are magnified - I really do not HATE my offspring - merely am selfish and i feel bad a...

its not that i hate them really - i just have no time for them whatsoever - i feel so bad about it

i am a cold person for saying these things but it's what i feel - my true core

plus all they do is sit and play xbox games all the time and are both overweight - it is like a living hell staying with them

well seeing as i am the most selfish person on the face of the planet and just survived a suicide attempt cos i feel bad not having the feelings other people have - i love my brother and sister mor...