Thank you very much, your comment makes me feel much better. Haven't heard of that therapy, I guess i could check it out

I mean, I need my phone, and when I make calls theres always this voice either if I call some tech support or if someone misses my call

Hello, mainly it's when I make a phone call and I get the response telling that the phone can't be reached. That cannot be changed, sadly. And yeah, I don't know why but I had lots of nightmares a...

https://youtu.be/3HZ-fDMIZxc Another clip over here

https://youtu.be/FK1YumdsDXY That is actually the voice I'm talking about. Gave me chills and still makes me nervous rn

It was my mom's phone and she used to lend it to me since it had somd games. I believe i was around 5 or 6 though, not that sure, and model was nokia 1100 but it's practically the same.

Exactly

And didn't she go to jail or have at least some charges? And well, if you went to the police and they sent you to your father's care it was for the better and returning to your mom is not a good idea.

Fam, pink is just a colour, if that's your favorite and you're using it theres nothing wrong with it, mine is black and i use purely black clothes and it's perfectly fine no matter what color

No, people don't change. You should not forget what she made you feel. Also, yes, it's quite normal to feel this way with all the things you mentioned above. Also if you have anything that can pro...