Perhaps, that's what I may end up doing. This way, I will maybe think more clearly about the situation.

Yes, this is my problem - I try to analyse and justify everything in my life. I have grown aware that quite often I can come up with wrong justifications, so it looks like I'm lying to myself and o...

He was hurt. He took time to think if he want to try to restore our relationship or just go away, and decided to go with the first option. He did his best to achieve it.