I appreciate all the compliments guys but I kind of got over it now. Thanks for all the advice!

Well yeah ass hole if you spend over a grand for entertainment and you have to sell it due to bills I think anyone would be a little depressed.

It's not weird. I normally take baths than showers because I enjoy the relaxed feeling.

@Augustpeach Yeah I think what triggers it is anxiety mostly. Anxiety and being bored.

Do any of you know a good way to stop this habit? It's embarrassing to always need to hide my hands from people. It effects me at work to.