Some people would, some people wouldn't. Everyone is different, and everyone chooses the path that they think is right at the moment. You do you.

Maybe you should figure out why you are attracted to the "innocent" type of girl? Maybe they give you the feeling of the strong, wise guy? Can you maybe not handle a woman who is not shy, naive etc...

What does being heavy have to do with any of that? And use bigger pads, or change them more often, or even go for a divacup. I think that's what they're called.

I am/was that kinda way, too, and I am neither autistic nor have I been diagnosed with anything else. I did, as you are, struggle immensely with socializing. It got to the point where I reached out...

I've had that a few times, but not merely as bad as yours. I would say go see your doctor, that's nothing to be ashamed of. Could be eating habits, allergies/an intolerance to something, or sometim...