How so?

It's just I'm a very shy person like it took a long time for us to even have sex, I'm very self conscious and I get scared with trying things so this is why I'm scared to even try

Yea but what if I learn how to do it and then he thinks I've done to someone else and that's how I "learned" .. I don't want him to think I've had sexual relations with someone else

Yes he's done it plenty of times it's just I'm not sure how to do it, of if I'll do a good job this is why I don't want to do it

I will think of you when I ask him this lmao jk