Cross Dressing is what you did... Many lads will do it and you should never care what people think of you tbh, it will only make you worry just be yourself. Just care about like the line between yo...

My advise, is that before you masturbate say get some toilet tissue or a old peice of cloth/clothing something that if your lieing on your back you can put over you. Also more advise, after masturb...

This is normal, its just a sign that your boyfreind is turning you on, with out realising your self.