100% normal i'm the same

I'm kinda in the same situation. I've been talking for 2.5 years now and i'm still so madly in love with him. I'm so bloody scared he'll meet a girl in his area. He's all I can think about... So ye...

Age gap. He doesn't want to date me because he thinks I'm too young. I've really loved him for a very long time. Even though we weren't really a thing. He did meant a lot to me.

I'm nearly 20 yo old now and I was thinking about this the other day omg.i feel the exact same way you do. The pain and everything else scares me. To have something in you that moves.... It does sc...

I haven't told them yet... They wouldn't understand. And yes, like you said, I'm attached. We don't rush things, we're really alike and I'm happy.

English isn't my first language so I'm sorry if it bothered you. I'm from Europe :) trying to improve my English on a daily basis.