id say it's not normal but who cares if you like it you like it. Just keep it a secret or eles people won't like you.

It's probably dark and lonely I'd say cold but your dead so you can't feel it.

At least you feel something other than boredom

Male how about you wear pants that fit you?

Best way to get through this is lose weight, get a job and trying to find a girlfriend or somebody to talk to. Normie.