Thank you so much! You're completely right xx

I should have probably mentioned that I have bpd and suffer from severe paranoia. I understand what you're saying but honestly it is the lying and fear of something being done behind my back that g...

Thanks, I hope so

So why does he lie to me about it? Surely he's the one who needs to grow up and not lie to me? It's unfair on me to make me believe I'm living a fairytale if I'm not really... Don't you agree?

I know exactly how you feel, I was in the same position two years ago, I have scars on both arms, both legs and stomach. From my personal experience I can tell you it gets better, I do admit thag ...