Thanks Dontyoudare and girly62! You're probably right. Best of luck

No, I agree! And I think you're right. It was very cliche. Lots of football games, experimenting, getting in trouble, listening to Tom Petty all the time in his car. I sure miss it

Thank you all for the support! I feared criticism. The reason i'm confused is mainly that i feel there's more than depression going on. I feel like i'm honestly going mad. Maybe that's just a sympt...

Lol yeah, and no.. He was something different, very naive, sweet, hateful when he thought it was necessary but it often wasn't.. But there are better things in store for us both I guess. I'm 18 now.

Yeah, maybe. He had some rebounds that people would tell me about and now he's single. It's been almost a year and I have a new boyfriend as well (of 5 months). Just one of those things I guess.

Thanks for the input. I really don't like how that sounds. I was very much in love with him and we started dating when I was 14 up and until I was 17, and he was a major part in my life. It's been ...

He dumped me by the way, BoredGuy.

Thanks guys. I'm a woman by the way (sorry about the vagueness).

Thanks so much for the feedback guys! It's reassuring. We went through so much together and I don't want to just cut him out of my life like that. I go back to school in about a month though and I'...